longing for this moment

as time approaches i become restless
i have been longing this moment for what seems ages
it occupies my mind, my wishes, my body
the clock never runs faster

as time approaches i become preoccupied
i have been longing this moment for what seems ages
it brings the certainty of more
the calendar of my wishes postponed

as time approaches i become happy
i have been longing this moment for what seems ages
it gives a sense of trepidation to my days
the summit is always the hardest part