4.30 am

having received news of the imminent move of my flatmate, a certain level of anxiety entered my cold infected body, increased the levels of pain and rendered me wide awake from 4.30am til about 6.30am. Infinite mental lists of where shall i put this, and the other; my worldly possessions! i shall be generous and place them where they can be useful to others; others shall be equally generous and leave me clutter their attics! it's good to have friends, very very good. And it was this simple realisation that allowed me to fall back to sleep