you can think you do not have expectations, convince yourself that that is the case, but when it comes to it, we all have them, it's a human trait
you can think you know what it's normal, what it's polite, what is welcoming, what is correct, what is beautiful; and of course their opposites
you can think....
last time i felt this way I was 11 years old and didn't speak a word of english; at that time i felt awful for a month, the time I was in a complete foreign reality, without my 'normality'
that experience, although hard to live, changed my life and it was for the best
I now have far more experience, good analysis skills, enough space to take perspective on things and a bigger sustaining circle, there are however, some days better than others
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